👗 Dressing right and finding my style.

This is insanely different that I wish I had some friends to hold my hand and guide me. I feel alone entering this new stage of my life and I want to make sure I have a style that is my own that doesn't make me look like a man in drag. I want to pass. I want to look cute. Maybe I am being too hard on myself since some trusted friends who has saw my face said that I was cute, but I always seem to doubt myself and my appearance. Sometimes I look at myself in my nightie and think that I look cute which makes me feel cute, but then other times when I look in the mirror I just see some man starring back at me as if I am being held hostage and he is watching everything that I do through another dimension. I hate this feeling of being imprisoned within my own body and the feeling of being a slave to my own biology. Even though that last bit is a tiny bit arousing for obvious reasons if you know me personally. I wish I could just find a style that I could work with. 😭