💩 I am a worthless human being.

I am 27-years-old and I have robbed myself precious youthful years and experiences. I have never been on a date. I have never kissed a girl or a boy. I have never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend that wasn't behind a computer screen and a long distance from where I reside. I have never had a job and it's hard for me to even start with one. I have been sheltered by my mother who babied me for most of my life to where I feel like I cannot even make decisions for myself without always having to have them reassured. This is ironic considering that my decision to pursue gender reassignment was entirely on my behalf. I don't have any friends who aren't on the computer and while I do have a few people I see outside of the internet it is only for a brief time before I return to keeping in contact with them through the use of social media websites such as Facebook. I have no idea what I want for a potential career which is necessary if I desire to transfer to a four year university. It feels as if the only discovery that I made about myself in my twenty-seven years of existence would be my gender and even that came later than I anticipated. Perhaps I should just invest $20.